Dear diary,

here"s my new layout~. Its called Endless Moments, hence the words on the top left. Tts credit for the artist coz i 4got her web page address. But den again, i always for get to take down the address of the artists i take pics from. I've a feeling one they they all ll come after me and make my life hell coz i manipulated their pictures. haha... nvm not funny..

Today didn go sch coz i nt taking the chinese paper. Actually said yesterday nite start on m chemistry revision, but until now ( one day later) i have done ZERO revision. And when i say i did Zero, it's really zero. I didn do any revision since apart frm some worksheet ms chow gave. And even that i didn do the final two exercises. I just noe i ll be doomed. Anyway i noe my physics gonna do badly, I'm prayign not to fail. I should take gods if i even get a C. blahz... OOOH, u noe smthing, I messed up my Social Studies paper BIG time. Never in my life did i mess ANY humanities paper to badly b4. The source-based qns were diffcult. dono how to say. DEN the worse is, my part a essay was cut short. AND the part B, i wrote a 5min essay. REALLy 5 mins. 13 MARKS!!!! i think i'm gonna get 1 mark for that, mayb the teacher ll pity me and give me 2. BUT i screwed that up.. I really never experianced nt finishing a paper that badly..*sigh* .. crap, all the papers were bad. I really lack the revision. I'm quite certain my prelim L1R5 nt gonna get me into any JC for 1st 3 mths. That pretty obvious. Coz i felt i did worse den mid yr, ad wad did i get ? 26... and prelims are more diffcult. ARGH. AND i didn screw up my mid yr Social Studies paper! Gosh*** i'm feeling all worked up again...anyway i haf 3 papers left. Prelims officially over for me on tues. tts my last paper.Coz i'm nt taking the Amaths one on wednesday *dah* .yeeeek, I'm breaking out in cold sweat thinking about the coming 12th night paper. WHY, does shakespear had to exist??? ok, no i take that back. Coz i really like his works. - WHY do we have to study his work??- I mean i already REALLY appreciate his work. although i dont understand the original versions.. hahaha... BUT thats what translators are for. WHY do i haf to learn how to TAKE awy ppl's job??!! *sigh* i am sooo dead.. I'm always complaining about how dead i am on my blog.

So anyway, awy frm school. These few days were uneventful. Thursday i bought some lil trinklets ( ok not really trinklets) and stationary. I bought 4 highlighters, blue,orange,purple and pink ( same brand! so same appearance, hence the need to buy so many of them ). i actually intended to buy only too for preparing notes for the Os. but even up buying all four. I left out the neon yelloe and green. No matter how i like yellow and green on my clothes, i just cant take the color on highlighers. when i was younger, this boy that lived with my family ( tt time we chared a flat with another family) , which i really was and am not very fond of, told me green is the color of spirits and tts why HE ADORED the color. ever since i have been hatign green. That is until tt color sort of came into fashion and vicky and company said i look nice in tt color. :S Thus the conclusion "Vicole is easily manipulated, as long as u say she looks good" .. lolz... ok not funny ( again)
back to my update. I also bought 2 haribo sweets, sour version at more than words. I ate too much of the original one that i cant even bring myself to put one into my mouth now.. Den i also treat myself to some elastic bands for my hair. That is where i went wrong, coz i needed, ok WANTED , to buy hair clips. (The kind u clip horizontally) I always liked tt kind but my hair was too short to look nice in it last time ( at least in my opinion). BUT, u probably guessed, i DIDN buy them. i FORgot and got myself something i dont need. hai..Very long since i spent money already. I've saved $50 since i used up my previous savings to buy contacts about 2 weeks ago. I tink i wunt use it, I need to save that for After Os shopping and a dress for prom. I doubt i have time to make or at least alter my own one. SO i better save more to buy a fitting one. ARgh.. i tink too much , i mean prelims are not over yet..anyway, today i went NTUC (i noe its a bad place to satify my hunger for shopping) , bought some garlic bread and fries so i can fill my stomach at home. And also bought a can of Master potato chips. Pringles sux nowadays. It used to be more taste. a mth b4 eating pringles ( sour cream & onion) was like eating salt. Now, the chips got smaller and thinner and sometimes u dont even taste the "sour cream & onion".Last time i like to eat teh seaweed potato chips"( i think frm calbee) also become more salty now. ANd seaweed flavour that is too salty sux. ok back to my purchases. I also bought some campbell soup and mushrooms. AND i finally got to buy sweet thai chilli. my mom Never buys tt sauce and i Always forget to buy when i go ntuc myself.

hmmm, finaly touch.. i am so EXCITED! got shufen gonna lend me the "da changjin" vcds so i dont haf to watch the patetic 45mins that only comes everyday and stops at frustratign places. AND i think me vicky and co. are gona go charmine's hse to watch vcds of soem shows we missed coz of the prelims.. :D but b4 that , i NOE i need to work hard for my remaining papers. *SIGHH!!* i will i will, i dont wanna get 30 pts for L1R5 although i noe its gonna be that or at least near it. :S BUT actually its a good thing, if i cannot go to 1st 3 mths, i can stay in china until Feb ends nex yr!! which means more time w/o my mom and brother. Hahaz, no need to keep hearing " All thanks to the powerpuff girls!" and "birrrrrrd-man" when i'm tryign to sleep at night.And lots of sleeping, shopping, skating (on frozen lakes),manicures etc etc..actually thats how i planned life aft Os for tt period beFORE they decided to TAKE awy the decision to cancel 1st 3 mths earlier in the year. mayb i wouldn stay so long there even if i could, I mean your days become really dry and i become very pessimistic during mens cramps when its snowing and freezing. oooh, and i NOE peope will MISS me adn my irritating attitude... hehehe.. haiya, i should stop dreaming coz it will be 1/4 of a year b4 any of that comes into play :S...

i'll stop here. Its a pretty long entry, so it should make up for the lack-of-upadates. :)

love,
-vic0le-