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It's amazing to find someone to love,
and a miracle to be loved by that someone too.,
but it is not just about two people is it.
I am very scared,
it takes effort to breathe, tummy starts to hurt and my fingers go numb,
I can feel the blood pumping through my neck,
painful to even think, because it feels so familiar.
Well, seems like I am back to emo blogging. I've never been good at blogging about random daily affair, which, imo are trivial. But are probably more important since it's better to one day, read up on the past entries and remember all the fun and good things that happen rather than the opposite. Then again, these supposedly depressing things also served as lessons learnt and probably will remind me of how fortunate I actually already am.
There's a period of time where I thought all I want at the end of the day is to have a fulfilling marriage like my parents. I know all about what the worse that can come from a relationship, marriage included or not, but was never really bothered because I always believed that there's a good living example right in this house. Family really affects a person, well in this case me, a lot more than I wish to be. My idea of a good relationship is most likely not going to be agreeable with many other ladies. In fact, my idea went through quite a few transitions along the way. In the beginning, I believed that if two person liked each other enough, then things can work out as long as they have enough things in common. I never really bothered about love because it doesn't seem to be the deciding factor of whether a relationship will work out or not. People change and you don't love forever, even a couple in a million is probably too positive of an estimate. I have relatives who live longer together and are happier even though they didn't and possible don't even really love each other now. Then, I've also seen what love can do to a person. My auntie probably doesn't want to give up on what used to be a great bf, husband and a great uncle to me. But he changed, despite everything that he promised her. There's no doubt in that. I won't be harsh to say he has no more feelings for my auntie, but definitely far from what it used to be, which didn't even last past 5 years.
That's when I decided on another thing. I had never fell in love until then but I know I am an emotional person just like my aunt. And I definitely don't want to end up in such a situation. I used to think it's ok not to ever find love, that it is probably is really better to be with someone who just loves me. It'll be enough if I just like and get along with that someone. Then, no matter what happens, I won't be hurt, because I don't love and don't care enough to be actually hurt on such a deep level. Selfish and foolish, that I know now.
I'm sure my mom has feelings for my dad and vice versa. I don't know who loves who more, it's not important. However, sometimes I wonder if my mom chose my dad because he was/is one of the most decent guys around. He doesn't smoke, drink, gamble, womanize. He also used to be a great dad, a better cook than my mom, really patient responsible and reliable. I'm not saying my parent's didn't marry for love. Neither of them are good at expressing their feelings or teaching me about feelings. I've always been given practical advice by my mom, she talks to be about everything between the relationship between two people but never about love. I like to think that she just don't want me to lose my head with the lovey dovey stuff. Til then, at least I had hope. But every family goes through difficult times, and this is probably it for mine. My mom is going through menopause soon and symptoms are terrible, my dad seem to be suffering from the same just in the male equivalent. I'd never thought I will say this. but I am probably just a little glad that the whole family is together, making effort to stay together because of my kid brother, because he is too young to be without a mom or a dad or a sister. Things doesn't feel as bad as it sounds, but nobody is ruling out that possibility. Still, chinese parents are very traditional, and my parents are very chinese. They will definitely tolerate anything if it is best for the kids. That's probably a good and bad thing, but at least my brother doesn't feel the tension. But all these really made me very, faithless; more faithless actually.
Until I actually knew what love means to me, I really lived on the believe that it is totally something I can skip out on in my life so things can be easier, smoother, less emotional blahblah blah. But until the day I actually realise what it is, I knew that it's not something I can skip or give up on. That's also something I realise after I lost it. Nothing written in books about heartbreaks are exaggerated, I'm sure you know if you've experienced one. It's funny why I'd never regretted or stopped believing and hoping even during the most difficult times. That's when I realise what a great thing it is. Even though it probably only lasted a month, a week or a day, it is undoubtedly in my heart that it happened. It doesn't even seemed to matter whether or not I was sure the feeling was mutual or not. A moment's love can, seriously last a lifetime and will do anything to preserve that feeling. Sounds like being enslaved, willingly. So I told my mom, I'm really afraid because I am really happy now. It's so unrealistic because it feels like everything is ok, everything is perfect and I can't ever possibly be happier and more satisfied. But then past issues never really pass 100%, they always leave some kind of scar and that's when I remember how devastated I was. Even remembering it now, make it difficult for me to keep my eyes dry because I can still feel the heaviness on my chest that I used to feel everyday. I never ever want to feel that again because I think I've reached my limits on how much I can handle, and I really don't think I can go through something like that kind of heartbreak again. At this point of time, I may be said to be paranoid, and faithless. But hey, even after twenty happy years, nobody would have expected my parents to be having trouble and falling out.
So, I asked my mom how she feels and I am honestly surprised at what she told me. Somehow it made me see her in a different light. I asked her about what the point of pursuing something is when it is going to end badly? I've never seen a couple together for more than twenty years and still love each other. They're all together because of kids, or because they feel too old to do it all over again. She said she had twenty good years with my dad and nothing is going to change that fact, how many twenty years can a person have? She said even if it were ten years she would also not have a single regret. She admitted that she changed, definitely not as good as she used to be in many ways, and it's just a matter of giving in and stepping back. And that was probably the most emotional thing she'd ever said to me. It's a simple concept, one that I knew long ago, can't be held back from something just because some bad Might come out from it. I guess I knew that but just needed someone to pick it up from the depths of my brain for me.
I'm just afraid that someday I might just be hurt all over again; but the scarier thing is that I don't care. Everything feels so right and whatever just seem to be totally worth it no matter what. That's also what makes me feel afraid of being the one who end up hurting instead of being hurt. It is really, just scary when I put my whole heart out, feels like waiting for it to be trampled on because I am so used to having locks and armors around it, now I feel so naked and vulnerable. And I hate feeling that way because I know it is just me, being paranoid over things that I dreamt about and things that have passed. And that really conflicts badly because I also seriously believe that I won't be hurt this time and that it is more difficult to bare if I let my foolish paranoid self spoil everything. It's so cliche that I needed someone else to point out something so simple, that I had already known inside me. I'm glad I talked about it, somehow it makes everything seem much simpler and less problematic. It even feels stupid now to have such an issue bother me so much.
So well, this had been an extraordinarily long entry. I didn't know I am still capable of typing in such great lengths.
A line from the novel I'm reading says that when a person works day and night, " so hard that you barely have time to catch your breath" because of three reasons. " Either they crazy, or stupid, or trying to forget". I thought that's actually quite accurate (supposed we don't consider the practical reasons like money). And it made me realise maybe that was what I was doing during the last two years of school.
I've finally graduated after a very hectic year of working 7days a week, morning to night, many times with barely a few hours of sleep. But I am happy that it all paid off , somehow in the end because I am pleased with my results and I can actually google my name and find somethings written about me. It's also a reminder of all the things I went through in college. It's a very, I should say, unforgettable, 4 years of my life. I learnt so much, went through so much. I met the love of my life, lost him; went through so much shit and emotional breakdowns that I am surprised I didn't go blind crying or kill myself half way; then found refuge in my work and made some really neat friends; at the end of it all I finally found my happiness. I guess I never truly understood how unhappy I was until I found happiness; and it's really clear to me why I should never take people around me for granted; and why I should be greatful everyday for having all that I do.
Now I truly believe that everything happens for a reason, that will one day be clear someday or other. If I am given a chance to choose again, knowing what will happen and what I will have to go through, I will still choose the same because I know the chapter after is worth it. I am very greatful, very contented and really at bliss.
Vicole
P.S. I took a really long break from blogging because of all the events that has been going on, hopefully I can start blogging regularly soon.
Arians (born March 21- April 19) are impulsive, a bit selfish in a child-like innocent and charming way, and very affectionate. Are you married to an Aries? Then you know they are also strong-headed like a Ram.
Our Aries Blend is the last color we designed for our Horoscope Series. It was a challenge for Lennye to design a red to represent Aries. She started with crimson/scarlet blends but finished with Aries Blend, an orangey red with sparks of red.
This color is unique and lovely in many ways: It is a mostly matte color, not too sparkly It has a deep, staining, undertone which comes from a blend of red oxides. Colors which have a lot of iron oxides in them have an intensity and longevity not matched by light-weight micas. A subtle heat is added by a sprinkling of sparks of red
I am up to my neck with work and bored out of my head right now. The other 3 of my gang of 4 are all missing until now, and that makes it just more boring.
I have not been doing much updates about my school work, so i'll just do a quick overview. My photoshoot is next sunday, 25th April. The assessment itself is tentatively around 7th-10th of May. The fashion show is on the 26th of May......
The most exciting thing to look forward to is probably the possibility to show my collection in the London Fashion week in the Graduate show. 4 schools world wide are chosen to showcase a few students work. It is amazing one of them is a school from Singapore, even mre amazing it's my school. The punch line is that only 4 of us can go. This was supposed to be decided after the assessment but the tickets to London are running out. .... Hence, they are choosing tomorrow, Friday. I'm not really feeling the excitement this time, which is really weird because I am really excited and I really want to go (so is everyone else) ......
I'm looking at random horoscope readings while I wait for Christine to come back with lunch. I think it's amazing how these things can be so accurate. Sometimes even though certain things doesn't seem accurate on the surface, I often find that it's just that something or some reason is stopping me from being like that. Maybe like a lack of confidence, or expectations from my family, or most likely, time issues due to school/work. yadahh yadahhh yadahh....... I'm going to stop rumbling and get back to work.
Everything else is going on really smoothly. I think the best birthday present this year is I got myself back and I'm treasuring myself, everyone around me much more than before. I'm just happy that a new chapter of my life is starting!.. Time to start job-searching soon. :)
Now some random horoscope things I've been reading on www.horoscope.com . It's really coincidental that my chinese horoscope is the Dragon, which matches that on the website. Every desccription of Aries I've read before is fun-loving, have lots of friends, popular. Not really the case for me? Yeah, fun is good, but I don't think I am a very fun person. Or at least I dont find there are any fun places in Singapore. There are so many activities to do and places to visit and play at in China. Here it is really just plain. I dont have a lot friends either, maybe I am, just picky? . .. blah blah blahh...... I'm going back to work now :)
Next entries, My recent E.L.F. and GardenofWisdom Haul. :)
Disclaimer : I am not promoting animal cruelty OR promoting meat eating. I am NOT discriminating against anybody's belief. This is my blog,the title is stated as BLOG POST. You can eat or don't eat anything you want. It is also your freedom to stand up for, and to fight for causes you stand by. This is also true for me, so do not penalize me because i think differently or have a different belief.
Do you eat - Pork? - Beef? - Mutton? - Lamb? - Chicken? - fish? - prawns? -
What about - Quill? - Pigeon? - Turtle? (the small ones Chinese medical halls have) - snake? - scorpions? - insects? (think exotic Taiwanese food)
Or - rabbit meat? - Dog Meat? - what more is there? eating your own umbilical cord and what membrane there is left after childbirth?
I'm sure anyone who reads this will cringe at at least one on the list above. But as yourself why. . Why do u not cringe at chicken but do at the rabbit meat? why do u hate people who eat dog meat but not those who eat pork?
Other than the reasons like - the whole world is eating, its normal - pork is a food meat, pigs are meant to be eaten. - rabbits and dogs are supposed to be pets!
Do not visit the link or view the videos if u do not have a strong stomach. http://www.PETA.org
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Below contains my own thoughts and beliefs. Do not read if you tend to over react.
A little bit about my Origin. I came from china. My family and I moved to Singapore when i was 6 years old. My brother, now 9 years old was born in Singapore. Now Chinese people are notorious for eating some of the most unbelievable and unacceptable stuff, according to the rest of the world. So maybe that explains a bit of the content that follows now. Life back in china when i was little was very poor. Even with both parents working as professional architects we hardly earn enough. My parents couldn't afford to buy me new clothes so my mom makes almost everything I wore. Now, We didn't starve or anything, life was just difficult. But everyone's life is difficult like that and we all lived. It is unbelievable and incomparable to the life my uncles and aunties live now in china because it is much better now. They can afford nice apartments, buy branded clothing etc etc. Whats the point of saying these?
DO u know that Dog meat is a Korean delicacy? It indeed, did not originate from the Chinese. Before you pass out.These are not the pet dogs who sleeps on your bed every night. They are a species of big "yellow dogs" (that's what they call them) breed and kept the same way pigs are in pig farms. Now people still are unable to accept this and insists that pigs and dogs are different , so dogs are not meant for eating.
Have you read the PETA.org's front page links? "Animals are not ours to eat"
If you stand up to people who eat dog meat, why did you not stand up for people who eat MEAT, any meat in general? Why is it that nobody (correct me if i am wrong) is fighting for rights for Fish? Tuna? Sardine? Do fish not feel pain just because we cannot hear them?Or do they REALLY not feel pain at all. According to scientific explanations, plants do not feel pain. Lets trust that 1000 years later they do not say other wise. Or else there will be nothing left for us to eat "right"
I love dogs, cats, rabbits and love to keep them as pets. But everyone in my house has nose allergy and cant take furry things. But you wont see me protesting naked for animal rights. Neither will I give up my love of steak and pork dumplings after viewing disturbing videos. TRUE, yes they are true. And i hate those farm workers who hit and torture the animals as they like, even if they are meant for consumption. It just shows that those people are sick in the mind and feel imbalanced somehow, thus they need to vent it out. Unfortunate animals.
But hey, I am ashamed for speaking like that. Because I am not giving up my meat. I am not giving up fish, chicken, beef, pork because there are people somewhere in the world who feels like hitting the pigs in the farm. Aren't I, in a way encouraging them? If one day I really care so much about pigs and cows so much that I turn vegan, the I would hold my head up high and bash all those people, at least with my words.
Having said that, we are talking about Animal cruelty. NOT "cats,dogs,rabbit cruelty". Do not kill me for not taking meat eaters seriously when they cringe and criticize people who eat rabbits and dogs. Why do they do that? Sometimes i really wonder. Is it because pigs , cows and chickens are not adorable or cute or furry like rabbits and dogs? Is it because pigs are dirty and dogs can look at you with those puppy eyes?
I guess if we don't have total human equality, we cant have "animal equality" either isn't it. I would not say " we all are" , but I will say (IN MY OPINION), we are just victims of the rights and wrongs determined by the society for thinking like that. If one day I were to go strong against animal cruelty, I'll stand up for every chicken as I would for every cute house pets there are. Right now, I do feel I do not have the right to criticize.
My family don't cringe at eating rabbit, pigeon or even dog meat. I get many stares and unbelievable criticisms when I said I've tried dog meat before. Nope, i don't like it. The same way I don't like mutton and lamb. I don't eat because i don't like it. People keeps certain species of pigs as pets too, does that make u not want to eat pork (if u already do). I can keep one as pet and i will still be eating pork. I can keep a dog as pet, I can love my pet to bits, but I will not be staring and scolding my mom if she's eating dog meat at a restaurant.
Does this make sense? We think its ok to eat, because half the world is eating, We don'y think its ok to eat, because half the world is NOT eating. I may be wrong, at least it feels this way to me. I can safely say that I feel more strongly towards animal cruelty than people who stick me down for even putting dog meat into my mouth. So what are we talking about here? Strong animal right promoters would probably stick you down if u eat just chicken.
I don't see a SIGNIFICANT difference. If we are to embrace natural beauty, and not to go for plastic surgery to get the desired beauty of this century. I guess I should succumb to the nasty stares my friends would give my family for eating dog meat. Probably 10000 years later, it would be a common sight. Or maybe by then, we would all be vegans.
The minority gets bashed, which ever topic or subject it may be.
now, pardon me for my 2cents worth, or however much you think these word are worth.
*side note* if you think everyone or every product coming out of china is bad, it just shows how much your opinions are worth. I'm not speaking because my origins are there. It is because those are just narrow thoughts. You have the right to express that opinion, I have every right to oppose. I do not want to offend anyone. China wins for the most number of badly produced goods with horrible ingredients. That doesn't mean other countries don't have such bad eggs, We just have to be vigilant over all. Even if a product is made in Europe are you sure none of the ingredients or packaging originated from china? I'm not scaring anyone. there is no home with not even 1 made in china product. But we don't get sick or terrified because we know what to look out for. And it is definitely not JUST the country of origin.
I celebrated my 21st birthday in advance with my two besties & co. From Left: Kiren , Stella, Vicky, Faiz (our secondary sch classmate whom we were closer with then)
They planned a surprise for me. This was meant to be a mini celebration over dinner before we head over to drink. And i thought i wasn't going to make a big fuss about my birthday because I'm in the midst of the busiest period in school.
But Faizcouldn't make it, and left after dinner. He turned up just to catch up and celebrate my birthday!. How nice. Well, he was one of the guy during secondary school who Wasn't irritatingly childish and could actually have conversations and not always trying ot be funny.
This was on Friday, so I had on the Gold and Black EOTD that i posted up earlier. I think i named the look Galaxy Gold. The look turned out more smokey and dramatic than i thought in photos
The 3 Musketeers! oh well, not really :S
That's Stella, me and Vicky ( from left)
Here's me and bestieVicky again. We were both pretty high already. It was a great night!
I couldn't remember why I put that flower on my hair. I get sleepy after alcohol kicks in. I thought this was pretty funny. I can't even remember when they took this picture.
I had a great time Thanks to Vicky, Kiren, Stella and Faiz for planning everything !
On a Final Note,
I have to thank my mom for bringing me into this world. Birthdays are a celebration for the kids but it also marks the most painful day for the moms who went through childbirth on the day.
My mom got me 21 red roses as my birthday present! Of course she still ordered a cake for me. Sometimes I think my mom is pretty cute. She though I'll be sad that I don't receive flowers and stuffs so she said she'll get me instead. :)
Although school was pretty hectic and there are some nasty situations. This was still the best birthday ever :)
25 random thingsShare Today at 20:20 Rules: Once you’ve been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 25 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. If I tagged you, it’s because I want to know more about you!
(1) I hate and afraid of Anything that has more than 4 legs ( not including Octopus/squids coz they are delicious (2) I have big fetish for Frenchfries ( please re-read my blog URL) (3) I Hate cheese and anything that do with cheese. (4) I hate to have random pillows on my bed because when i touch them in my sleep i will wake up. (5) I think soft toys are redundant. (6) I Will get sick if i have to have soya bean milk and soya bean curd everyday. (7) I cant stand eating/smelling/tasting pig intestines, kidney and liver. (8)I think human beings are very simple creatures who wants to appear complicated. (9) I prefer Tops + bottoms as compared to dresses. (10) I Dont like chocolates but i dont mind them (11) I am not fond of children , they make me crazy. (only realised this in 2000 when my brother was born) (12) I'm having conversation with Anna and Christine now.. (13) I'm going to finish my design studio Moodboard tonight (14) I'm eating dried sweet potato sticks. (15) I admire pretty girls with nice figure and an easy life. ( It is just not fair) (16) I prefer cheenachinese food ( BBQ, Dumplings, etc) . western/malay/indian food so so. (17) I Like fastfood, but they are bad for my skin (18) I DONT LIKE to eat icecreams in general, unless i have a sudden kick. (19) I think red bull really give me wings.. hahaha (20) I dislike 'ALL ants' and the smell of them.. (21) I am a lazy ass and sewing is troublesome when i donthave all the machine available (22) My life is ruined the moment i OPTED out of JC life (23) I also have weird friends / classmates around me. (24) I hate cockcroaches , but lizards are fine. When i come across one, i often look at it to see if i can see their insides coz their skin is semi translucent (25) This is just to irritate Christine and because i dont want to do my sch work.
Totally stressed now, so I'm doing something totally not related to my project now. List of all my Online purchases First of all: my Public livejournal Sprees: Jelly spree#1 : http://community.livejournal.com/spreesalley/42020.html Tank Top spree #1 http://community.livejournal.com/spreesgalore/1116059.html Coastal Scents spree #1 http://community.livejournal.com/spreesgalore/1260529.html
EverydayMinerals Sample Kits : 4 in total CherryCulture: Once , bought 15 pearl mania eye shadows and the LA girl lip palette in delicious Lumiere skinBar: Twice, got foundation samples. and a cream concealer. yet to arrive EG minerals : Once, got like 15 foundation samples, yet to arrive. Theyhave a huge selection. Silk Naturals: Once,foundation samples, silk dust, tinted finish dust, perfecting powder. M.A.D. minerals Once, got 7 indelible gel liners. theres 29% off, i couldn't resist. i wanted to get 2 more... lol
OK, i think i am too pressed for time to list down what i got for myself from my public sprees. Even more uncountable to recall what i bought from sprees i Joined. I think I'm horrible....
AND i am still getting like at like 10 more eyeshadow pigments from TKBtrading. They are great. But they are also one of those mineral up Internet companies that doesn give freebies for bulk orders :( ... i guess there's nth wrong with that, just that i am too pampered? . Everday Minerals almost always have some special going on. Others sometimes include a baggie sample of eyeshadow. I got a sample of a lipgloss from silk natural when i only ordered samples. ;D .
I guess it's not about getting a freebie. It's that element of surprise you get that's just so heart warming. Makes it NOT feel like you are purchasing from computers/machines.
I just ordered newer everydayminerals sample. I think i got darker after my holiday so my FAWN OGLdoesn really match as well now. ... after that I'll need to get new full size foundation.... AND i just got Vicky to like EverydayMineralsfoundation. ... talk about being evil ya?
I wonder if anyone readying my blog knows what i am talking about because i think i just tend to rattle and rumble on. I guess it's ok since it's just to remind me of how silly i am.
ok i need to get back to work, i have officially like 4 hours left...
oh well before i get to that. Here's the good news first. I actually got 1cm taller since I'm back from my holiday. HOW COOL IS THAT! i am officially 157... I know still a shortie, and still too short for the job i wanted.... but its good news nonetheless.
Now, back to why i am starting to dislike sg. Its really not very convenient.
-I hate how the trends and stuffs are always slower here. -I cant get the twilight hardcover set HERE. but shipping alone cost over 40USD. its totally horrible. -Cant order cheap usd1 cosmetics from ELF anymore coz they banned singapore ID. Now each item is horribly priced at like $5.90 for 1 at stores - And i noticed i am replacing almost my entire makeup collection with stuffs i can ONLY get online. - I would have ordered all the colors of the indelible gel liners if i were living in the US. Instead of just four. I mean I do NEED the brown/blue/purple/plum colors.... - i WANT to be able to get stuffs that i want without having to wait like 3 weeks. sometimes i really forget what i ordered by the tie it arrives. - I think i need not list more, coz they all mean the same thing. WHY is it so unfair!? Nothing is ever "exclusively available" here. Not significantly anyway....
no matter how dreadful it is, I am back. I am having a serious blood rush up my head now because my room is a mess even after almost half a day of Unpacking.
Now that I am back on the teeny-tiny-puny island of Singapore. The first concern is probably my Results! Still have not receive any letter from school yet, WHICH is very disturbing *makes a mental note to go to sch to pay fees asap.*
Now i am totally pleased with my trip~ YAY. I like HK, though not as much as i thought i would. I got quite a bit of random stuff from there too. BUT i cant believe i DIDNT give SEPHORA a visit. What was i thinking? i mean isn't it like a cosmetic giant?... nvm.... I'm still totally in the holiday mood, cant ever shop enough. AND the food was great. I gained 2kg during the mth away, and that's the best proof of how much i have been stuffing myself. But singaporedoesn't seem to like me, cozI've barely been back for a day and i dropped some of that very expensive bulk of fat.
I'll probably , or probably not post pictures of my accomplishment on the next post. The most amusing thing i bought was probably fake MAC lipsticks. They look really funny. I bought maybeline's collagen lipsticks which (i heard) were not available in SG. And they are really WONDERFUL. love the color and the finish. But i haven't check if they are available in sg already or not. It's been ages since I've been shopping here, was pretty caught up with school work for the couple of months before i was off for my trip. I also got quite a few pairs of jeans. I love having too many pants for my legs to wear; too many lipglosses for my 1 set of lips; too many earrings for my 1 pair of ears.... in other words, I think it's really hard to admit to having too much of any material stuff. But, but but, I do know my limits, and anyone how knows me knows i am not a Collector, I am still at the stage of being a shopper. * :D ..
yes, i am totally consoling myself. and yes i am totally talking to myself. After being exposed to ONLY Mandarin for the past month. I am REALLY really afraid that i no longer can speak/understand English. so this entry had been really long and boring.
Anyways, off to shower and sleep now. I'll continue my huge task tomorrow.
GIVENCHY LIMITED EDITION PERFUME! it's in a cube container with a squarish cap on top. the liquid is Lime green/yellow in colour. It looks like the Absolutely Givenchy but the cap is transparent instead of pink.
that was selling in Singapore around July. It was too late by the time i decide i want to get one. and i HAVE NOT been able to find it anywhere. IF ANYONE ANYONE anyone know there's a place selling this PLEASE INFORM ME i will be forever grateful. I just cant get it out of my head! Its seriously more of a HG to me than lancome.
- 1500 words report for internship - due on 12th - journal logbook - due on 12th - 7 illustrations for VP - due on 15st - 4 SETs off flats for VP - due on 15st - 1 tailored jacket - due 17th - 1 jacket toile - due 17th - 8 SETs of flats for Design studio - due 17th - 3 more illustrations for design studio - Moodboard, Museboard, Fabric placement, for Design studio - due on 17th - to complete 3-5 Full size fabric manipulation due on 17th - to complete 30-40 pages of CPj with fabric manipulation, draping, sketches - due on 18th
Dear Blog, Not really MY haul coz well, not ALL the items are mine. a couple of them were what i have already so i tot just add on to make the collection seem more MAGNIFICENT. that's the box, I'm always so excited opening boxes.
WOW, nice isnt it, most of the pencils are mine, NYX jumbo eyeshadow pencils. I don't really like them but still got a few colours. they make my eyeshadow look, patchy; or rather, more metallic. And i sort of feel that it makes my eyelids look super old and wrinkly, so hmm.... not gonna use them soon.
love the lipsticks though, i had about 10 of the Lipsticks, but i depottedsome of them into jars and am trading/selling/giving them off coz they colours doesn't suit me...
this is a bit irrelevant, but i just want to pot it. it's the dupe of coastal scents 88colours eyeshadow palette. its actually smaller than it looks. Each shadow is only about 1/2" . depotted them into an empty E.L.F palette. looks pretty good and fits into my make up pouch.
Next up! i will update the Geo contact lens spree #2. didn't manage to gt photos of spree#1. And also my first Everyday minerals spree! arrive this saturday or latest next Monday. WONDERFUL. i love the LH-kabuki brush. Now i got the concealer brush And the angled brush....
Not forgetting Silk Naturals samples that i ordered for the first time, omg. i need to stop........
I'm so excited! So, EXCITED! i already have enough powder to last me probably half a life time. But ooh, there's so many to try!. i got the famous chacott powder. and its quite good, just the amt of oil control i need. But we'll see if silk natural's silk dust does better once the sample comes :D
Now, Lets squeeeeeeze 2000words out from me for the critical review before 5pm. I have 6.5 Hrs from now......
Did i update? I got NYX items again! though this is the first time i mentioned. I'll be doing a "Box day" / "Haul" entry dedicated to me well spent $$.. OOk, no more vainpot business. back to my 2000 words...
TKBtrading.com finally came up with the mica blend for my horoscope! Cant wait to get this colour :D
I celebrated my 21st birthday in advance with my two besties & co.
They planned a surprise for me. This was meant to be a mini celebration over dinner before we head over to drink. And i thought i wasn't going to make a big fuss about my birthday because I'm in the midst of the busiest period in school. 
The 3 Musketeers! oh well, not really :S 
Here's me and bestie Vicky again. We were both pretty high already. It was a great night!
I couldn't remember why I put that flower on my hair. I get sleepy after alcohol kicks in. I thought this was pretty funny. I can't even remember when they took this picture. 
